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Saturday 25 April 2015

Assalamualaikum

Its already 8th week and the final exam just around the corner -_- i just don't feel like wanna to study. For this semester i choose mycology as my elective course. Yes i admit i love studying microbiology more than biochemistry. Microbiology is more easier to understand than my course but to be honest even i love microbiology doesn't means i like to do a bunch of assignments related with it. Dr. Wan had taken over the course BMY4303 Mycology, yes i know she gonna give a lot of assignment because before this she is the one that teach my microbiology (1) class when i was second year, so i prepared for it zzzzzzzzz

Eventho she doesn't remember my face but she still recognize my name. At least she know i was in her class before this. I'm a passive student even at the outside class i more prefer to be alone than spend my time with friends. Alright, so right now i HAVE to do my reflection journey about mycology class as a my assignment so...that is it....hahaha

so i have learned a various type of website such as Thinglink, Scoop It, blendspace and Printrest. Actually Im kind of slow learner when its come to the website/technology..haha.. its take time for me to brain every word/instruction that come out for Dr.Wan.

The first assignment is i have to read on the research paper, Its study about the effect of Fusarium oxysporum on rbuscular mycorrhizal (AM) and plant growth under field conditions. I have learned a several expriment has to take place in order to find the best combination effect of F.oxysporum on AM colonization and host growth.

So Dr.wan ask a whole class

"What you want to learn?" 

my inner voice said "I don't know"... haha

My interest is about food..so if there is any fungi can be related with food maybe i can avoid yawning in the class..lol

Thursday 23 April 2015

Assalamualaikum


Video nie aku tengok 3/4 saat ja..buat aku terkenangkn arwah ayah... Masa ayah sakit mak yang jaga.. sebulan duduk hospital..sebulanlah mak ulang alik naik bas..kalau dua bulan...dua bulanlah mak ulang alik
Tak kira hospital jauh atau dekat mak mesti pergi lawat ayah hari-hari. Sampai satu tahap mak kena darah tinggi sebab tertekan dan penat. Tabah ye mak cry emoticon
Arwah ayah penah mengadu nurse salin pampers kasar..
kadang2 cadar main rentap je bila mak tak ada.. sebab tu pagi-pagi mak dah pergi hospital balik rumah dalam pukul 7 petang. Itulah rutin mak
Mak sanggup berhenti kerja sebab nak jaga ayah.
Bila ayah teringin nak makan apa2..mak sanggup jalan kaki/ naik bas pergi belikan...
Mak tak pandai bawa moto atau kereta, Setiap minggu mak mesti bawa beg besar2 naik bas pergi econsave kapar beli barang..
aku penah tanya mak kenapa tak nak minta tolong abg2..mak mesti kata "takpelah diowg baru balik kerja penat"
Bila ayah dah balik rumah.
Dalam satu hari tu ayah akan panggil mak berbelas2 kali minta tolong, Penat macam mana pun mak mesti pergi.
Mak penah cakap " mak buat semua nie sebab Allah.."
Bila ayah panggil anak2 minta tolong... mak selalu cakap "biar mak yang pergi"
Sebab mak taknak anak2 penat... cry emoticon
Jadi...
bila cari pasangan hidup tu carilah yang boleh jaga kau masa sakit
buat kerana Allah
Hargailah mak ayah sebelum terlambat... marah macam mana pun mereka dekat kau... diamkan jelah takut kata2 yang kau ucap waktu tu...adalah ayat yg paling kau menyesal dalam hidup kau
aku bila tak puas hati dekat mak ayah aku selalu update dekat moment wechat.... tu adalah platform untuk aku lepaskan amarah.. tapi aku block semua orang jadi tak ada siapa baca termasuk kawan baik sendiri..
lepas seminggu dua aku akan delete apa yang aku update.
nielah post paling panjang aku penah tulis... emosi pulak tetiba.. haha
Al-fatihah untuk arwah ayah..